Miss America

. . . there is no separateness between her body and that of her abuser . . .
--E. Sue Blume

 

Your face, whole and smiling
gazes from the yearbook.
Kodak color cannot show
the things your
daddy did.

 

Blazed and full of Beam.
Knotting hate
between your thighs.
Rope burned on your bed
he slaps and fastens
you to him again.

 

You've heard sobs
on tv and seen
girls drop
optional tears.
Tiara-stricken
and screaming
they laugh in surgeon's
award-winning skin.

 

They have plans for the nation.
Plans for themselves.
Plans as weighty as tans.
Solutions drip
from lacquered lips.
Honey on apple
meat teeth.

 

You've tried repeating
their amber advice
and gagged on the sugar
cured sounds.

 

In August you make
your own bladed answers.
Chop the throbbing
copper line. Sever
every needy plug
in the house of brutal
lamps. Tattered screens
applaud your talent
in the thick and thoughtless
air.

 
Twelve-gauge weight
insistent, unsparing oils
your pink palate
with its thrusting
bore.

 

Your forceful answer
to all of your questions
splits fruited
teeth.

 

Breaks your red
blossoms.

Takes off your
crown.

 
--Liz Linton

 

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